22/08/2013

I am hopelessly stuck with internalization. The events unwinding in my life during the last 2 years are adversely affecting me. I want to get beck to the last days when I was happy and successful. I was triumphant and rejoiced what ever I did irrespective of the outcome. If I am to think back , I don’t recollect those days in the near past. During the last 8 to 10 years, I appear to be gradually rolling down onto a slope smudged with shame and failure. There is much in repentance. The world is not seeing much of it or perhaps they are not bothered about it. But for me these nights are not silent. I am scared of a deeper night. I await for the new light to come – and I don’t know when it shall. 

 

25/08/2013

Mr Sachin Sarolkar invited us to his 10 years completion of learning point. It was an eye opener about the amount of work he was doing and the strength and drive a person can have in doing the work he wants to do. He is a tireless person with a multitude of activity. During the whole event and for that matter, during the last few years that I know him I realized his physical handicap to be a very small matter. Much greater was the broad shoulder with which he was carrying his responsibilities.